Cause I need time,
My heart's numb, there's no feeling.

I wouldn't say today was all that bad.
I realised something,
Evangeline's (<3 her) right.
Sometimes, you just have to ignore the people who hurt you/take you for granted (and you fit both of those)
So I guess,
Harriet's finally feeling awesome.
Maybe.

Geraldine, I need to talk. (shit) Haha,
I do feel better about myself.

When your heart's been broken for the millionth time in 7days,
you know its time to think through it all
Did I really love you that much at all?
No, I didn't.
Really,
It was more of a
Cause you loved me,
I loved you kinda thing.
I just, well,
Maybe I do want to be your friend.
I would tell you so many things I've been hiding all this time.
haha, well, not all this time,
just this month. AHAHA.

But this secret, I don't feel bad about. ;)
So ask me if you still want to talk to me,
:) if not,
Ah well, I don't really know,
I guess I'd still have to live with both.

RICIA AND DIN, let's have valentines alone shall we :)

Amazingly, this time crying has made me feel better than I have in a week.
I do feel alright.
Am I already over you?
HAHA, I wish that I was.
But really,
I feel so flirty for already liking someone else. SHIT.
HAHAHA,
Its not like you didn't.
I don't know if I just like that person just cause you did it too.
HAHA, that'd be so retarded.
But I must mention,
I can't exactly tell the person.
Cause I have no idea what to expect.
OHOH, yes, I do NEED to talk to you,
I need to ask you about it. HAHAHHAA
ahh, :) Awesome.

WAIT, I'M KEEPING HERTZ! :)
HEEHEE(:
my baby <3

HAHA, ah,
I'm so confused.
I was lying in bed last night,
and thinking of someone else.
HAHAHA,
and then,
today,
I was crying,
cause I was so confused,
not really about what's been going on this week
but this afternoon I felt taken for granted.
So I cried again
and got pissed. AHWELL,
I still don't know what I'm actually feeling.
Cause today, it felt too weird for me.
-shudders-

HAHA,
I don't know,
I would Love to be Best Friends with you now :)
HAHA, awesome?


/edit
I feel like doing a quiz I saw cause I was bored.

The Seven Deadly Sins

WRATH
Who did you last get angry with?
Erm, Zoey. HAHA :)
What is your weapon of choice?
ERMERM, I don't know. My wallet! HAHAHA
Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?
Sure! HAHA I mean, if they pissed me off.
How about the same sex?
:P I slap Ricia all the time! HAHAHA
Who was the last person who got really angry at you?
Erm, no idea, Anyone reading it now?
What is your pet peeve?
Ooh, I always wanted to know ><
Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?
I keep grudges. Always have, Always will

SLOTH
What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't?
Take my stupid vitamins and sleep early :)
What is the latest you've ever woken up?
Not very sure..
Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't?
Wow, Erm, I don't know. Suet Yi? HAHA, (contact and say what?)
What is the last lame excuse that you made?
Erm, Erm, I think it was the whole "my emath teacher doesn't give me enough motivation to do her homework cause she's too nice"
Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?
Ooh, What's that! :)
How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock this morning?
Erm, twice, then my mum came in to wake me up. HAHAH, but I do that every morning!

GLUTTONY
What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?
What's a yuppie beverage?
Are you a meat eater?
UHHUH:)
What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?
I can't take alcohol. -shrugs-
Are you comfortable with your drinking and eating habits?
Not right now, the only thing I've eaten today is a fishcake. WOW
Do you enjoy candy and sweets?
UHHUH :)
Which do you prefer: sweets, salty foods or spicy foods?
SPICYYYYY (the spicier, the better:))
Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "lunch"?
WHUTTT. GROSSSS. HAHA

GREED
How many credit cards do you own?
None?
If you had a million dollars, what would you do with it?
I would let it grow interest in a bank :) then spend the interest on everything and anything I want.
Would you rather be rich or famous?
RICH! So rich that I'm famous :P
Would you accept a boring job if it meant that you would make megabucks?
Maybe, but i don't think so, I can't take boring :)

PRIDE
What's one thing that you have done that you're most proud of?
I'm proud that today I'm happy :)
What's one thing you have done that your parents are most proud of?
Erm, I think it was being more mature this year. (as if I am)
What thing would you like to accomplish late in your life?
I would like to bungee jump and get over my fear of heights. :)
Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?
only if I thought I could win.
Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?
Nope, don't think so
Have you ever cheated to get a better score?
in ting xie in primary school? HAHA (BAD HARRIET)
What did you do today that you're proud of?
I am happy today :)

LUST
How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies, family, strippers, locker rooms)?
teehee(: -shy- one.
How many people have seen you naked (not counting physicians, doctors, family, locker rooms, or when you were a young child)?
HAHA, -shy- One.
Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a person of your chosen sex during a normal conversation?
Erm, NO? -.-
What is your favorite body part of a person of your gender choice?
HAHA, neck :P Or hair. but is that considered a body part? it Is part of the body.
Have you ever had sexual encounters (including kissing/making out) with multiple persons?
erm, no idea what this question's talking about?
Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?
Nope?

ENVY
What item of your friends would you most want to have for your own?
I would like their pretty-ness (I WISH!) HAHA
Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?
o.o don't know.
If you could be anyone who existed in the world, who would you be?
I would be, erm, I DON'T KNOW. I would be the most awesomemest person on Earth
Have you ever been cheated on?
If you count someone loving someone else while still with you.
Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?
Duh. HAHA
What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?
Honesty. HAHA

WHAT DEADLY SIN....
Do you do the most often?
all of them, man, I'm so sinful
Do you do the least often?
well, I'd say Lust.
Is your favorite to act on?
don't know? I don't want to be sinful. HAHAH

Love you din! HAHAHA
(random, cause I'm texting her now)